Writer Gal

I haven't written anything here in well forever.

I'm suffering from WB right now so I haven't written much. Although I do have a lot of ideas to work with.

I'll update again when I have time and feel better.

Not really. I'm just  getting ready to fail GCSEs.

Back to school tomorrow. Just not looking forward to it. :(

And I haven't done much work this Easter!! haha!

OK, so some random girl from Barcelon added me on Facebook. And  have no clue why. That really sucks about Facebook. anyone can add you.

And my pen name is Kamille Leili Elahi.

And I have finally got somewhere with my magazine!

It's sort of changed.

it was Kamille Halliwell.

Now it is Leili Elahi. But I quite like Kamille Leili Elahi.

Or KL Elahi for short!!

And I keep forgetting about this blog.

Oh AND I AM FINALLY BORED OF FACEBOOK!!!

And why does the stupid layout keep changing?????

I just joined facebook. Great. Not.

I never thought I would say it but my favourite lesson today was PE!! Yes, the lesson with no exams and evil twits for teachers. We were playing hockey and I was pretty good at it! lol!

Science was quite cool but only because we were burning jelly babies! I ended up walking out of the lesson smelling of burning sugar.

Now, I would love to write more but I need to go and finish writing English papers. They are all in for tomorrow!

Exams are starting in just under 3 months. Now that's a whole month full of mind killing exams. And I am still struggling with basic sentences in French and in Spanish I'm still clueless. Maths is just getting harder and harder. I don't get Science at all and my teachers are only teaching us the easy basics. History is damn boring. ICT is just plain bullshit. Graphics is fucking dumb. There is no bloody hope for me at all.
Whoever says I am clever needs to get their head examined. The other day I was struggling to add 20 and 32 together and when I had to halve it I just got a headache. I'm not the kind of person who naturally understands everything. All that I learn is just jumbled in my head badly. I can't even read a simple kids book without having to think.

Headaches are making life sooooooo difficult. They just won't go away. They can't give me a darn break.

And I am so tired. Even when I get 9 hours of sleep a night I still feel like crap the next day and within a few hours of being awake, I feel knackered. I just want to go to sleep.

The worse thing out of all of this is the fact that I have all these essays lying about and I need to edit them but they are just sitting there
 waiting for me to even pick them up. I can't be arsed to actually even look at them. And then i have to prepare a presentation for my Speaking and Listening coursework folder in English. Now, what the hell do I even talk about? There's nothing about me that can possibly sound cool or exciting.

And I can't even write any of my novels because I am too busy stressing out and panicking.

The finals in May will make me go insane. Or they'll just kill me.

Hmm, I think I've done enough ranting. I wonder if anyone has even bothered to read up to this sentence!

So when I start writing, I get to a dead end and I just stop. STOP!

Why?? Nightstalkers has stopped. BD just gone. And Guardians, just not anywhere to be seen.

*sits down and tries to write a sentence*

Not working.

*gives up*

I'm watching a documentary http://www.bbc.co.uk/iplayer/episode/b00ht3z6/Trouble_in_Amish_Paradise/
and there are Amish people who are on TV. I thought they weren't allowed?

I disappeared!!! TWO MONTHS OF NO POSTS!!!!
WHY!!!!!!!??????????????


Well a late Happy new Year everyone! haha!

Have a great Christmas everyone!

It's the 1st birthday of the writer's forum I am on! YAY!! I can't actually believe it's been a whole year!

9pm: I'm writing.

Midnight: Reading Ink Exchange by Melissa Marr.

2am: Little brother talking loudly to an American friend.

3am: Talking louder than ever.
3:30am: I go downstairs and disconnect the router.

4am: My mum, dad and little brother are talking and laughing.

5am: I put music on my mp3 player and fall asleep half an hour later.

2pm: I get woken up by my mum and get told off for sleeping in.

Pfffff, whatever.

Yeah i know! Another one!

www.kamillehalliwell.webs.com

I'm going to add to it later because I'm busy right now!

9pm: Two annoying brothers fighting over who's turn it is to play an xbox game.

10pm: Motorbike outside that some idiot left on.

Midnight: Brothers are playing on the xbox.

1am: Brothers and dad talking. GO TO SLEEP AlREADY!!!!

2am: Mum and dad talking loudly.

SLEEEEEEEP ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

9am: Still not awake.

10am: Dad shouting at brothers.

11am: Mum hoovering.

12am: "I'm so tired"

1am: Typing this out.

The College I went to last week for an interview accepted me!!YAY!!

I even have another tomorrow! BAHHHHH! I don't really care about this college. It's my backup. However the college that accepted me is my first choice! I'm just not looking forward to the long train drives!

For starters, I'm really regretting taking Biology, Chemistry and Maths. I hate Sciences and I struggle a lot with maths. College is going to kill me. I'm looking forward to studying more History but Sciences and Maths is going to make my next to years of my life miserable.

And now I am stuck doing 4 pieces of coursework ALL IN FOR TOMORROW. I might be able to get an extension on History for Monday but English needs to be in tomorrow. I won't bother giving my Spanish coursework in. It's too bad. I have to make it better.

Good news, I got an A for my last piece of Spanish coursework and I got an A for ICT!! Too bad the Spanish Coursework grade is too much. My coursework was awful. It's obvious my teacher is giving me extra points for the sake of looking like a better teacher. I will cringe when the courseworks go to the examiner and I get put down by a whole grade. The examiner won't be as generous as my teacher. Shame!

But Spanish was quite a bug doss today. Because of a big bug goign around, hardly anyone had come to school today, so we did nothing in Spanish. There was only 8 of us in Spanish. And we watched Step Up 2 The Streets in RE. Have I ever said how pointless today was? i LEARN'T NOTHING.

And I hate life.

I have another interview next week for College. ARGH!! Today's wasn't so bad though!

And guess what, today, all my cousins were over and now my room has been trashed. F***in hell. Now I have to clean it again.  Next time my mum wants to throw a party, I'm sitting in my room with a chainsaw to threaten anyone who enters my room. I'm getting sick and tired of having to clean my room every few days. I just don't have to energy to do it every so often.

Right now, I'm wearing a sari and sitting in my brother's bedroom trying to finish my History coursework. Parties should be banned. I really want to just get into jeans and a hoodie right now!